How do I go on

Lord, give me the strength for this new year.

How do I go on from here?

Decisions I've made only serve to destroy myself and wipe out all happiness that I have.

Turn back time to when I could smile. Turn back time to where the worries of life seemed bearable with someone to walk beside me.

How do I go on from here?

Please give me a sign, Lord. Any sign at all.

I'm willing time to stand still, let me forever remain in January 2008.

I love my family and my friends and they are what I need. I need to stay in KL.

If only I could stop time.

Pressure

I feel so pressure to post right now because Gene decided to link my blog. My non-existent blog. But this gives me a reason to make it an "existent" blog right.

I know declare it.... an existent blog.

And if you, person who's reading my blog, are in any way remotely interested in what I have to blog about, why I can't deny you that right.

Only one thing. I'm almost computer illiterate. I don't know how to operate a blog. That's why my blog only got words. No pictures. No c-box. Cos I only know how to type.

Help me out yeah. Especially you, Gene.